maybe that's what they really want?!?

GOOD EVENING

5Th entry(December 12,2011)

my blog is currently on it's 100 pageviews.....congratulations to me!~!
whooo,ang hirap kaya mag type ng mag type pero worth it pala,kasi maraming nagbabasa ng blog entries,please for those who will read my entries day after day,lagay naman kayo ng comments and suggestions para mapansin ng google adsense....(para kumita na ko,para next year......qouta na!!)
kanina pa ko nagiisip kung anung topic ang gagawin ko.....then suddenly naisip ko ang word na GOODBYES!!

ang akala natin iisa lang ang meaning ng goodbye which means farewell or for short to say goodbye!
andami ng ganyang napagdaanan ng tao specially sa mga teens.....goodbyes kung na heartbreak,goodbyes kung nawala ang isang matalik na kaibigan......or goodbyes sa happy memories....
we should learn how to say goodbye kung ayun naman ang mas makakabuti sayo at sa situation na napasukan mo...andami na masyadong nangyari  this past few weeks sakin....ewan ko ba kung bakit ako  na lang lagi....(am i that worthy of your issues?parang di naman?!).nung una na down talaga ko ng sobra ng maraming lumabas na ganun about sakin...butt it's life you know, just go with the flow...
pero realization really happens...sometimes it's better than your imagination,don't imagine such things without making a realization first....do not accused to much,your not the victim....you are the celebrity in their fantasy!!  don't hate a person if they tell you goodbyes....accept it!after all mare-realize din nila yung mistakes nila....
accept the fact that they really want to stay away from you.....kung yun yung gusto nila eh di go,fine!!buhay nila yun sila naman nagco-control nun eh....mas malaki pa rin ang part na dapat mo silang intindihin,dapat mong babaan ang pride mo....your out of their  league!!
nothing lasts forever in this world....all good things must come to an end....it's just the only way to a new beginning!

goodbyes doesn't mean forever,it means letting go for the best!!
and the best will be"the best".......forever!!


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LUTONG MACAU!!

GOOD AFTERNOON

4th entry(december 11,2011)

WOW!!good aftie!!i just wanna share a story that happened yesterday!!it was a nice Saturday morning...
naganap ang championship game between CSBN(colegio de san bartolome de novaliches)and BSCS(blessed sacrament catholic school) may isa pa yang meaning eh...wont tell na lang cause they have their own rights regarding the issue....its a basketball game...firsts,second( 2nd qurater suddenly pinahinto yung game for about 5 to 7 minutes dahil nagusap usap ang committees,hindi namin alam kung bakit)and third quarter napakaganda ng labanan lamang na lamang ang CSBN(xempre yung totoong winner)....but when the 4th quarter started dun na nagkalabuan....ang galing nga ng colegio eh...magaling din naman ang blessed pero iilan lang ang nagdadala ng game and parang madumi maglaro for some reasons kasi yung iba pa-simpleng namamatid hindi lang siguro nahahalata ng referees hindi naman sa nilalahat sila dahil may mga maayos namang silang players na naglaro...
during the last 5 minutes of the game gitgitan na ang labanan 92-90(blessed leading),naka 2 point shot ang isang player ng colegio...at first the referee counted it so dapat magiging all 92 na,then nagulat kami kasi hindi pa rin nilalagay sa scoreboard yung 2 points...then mas nagulat kami ng binawi ng referee yung decision niya!!!oh my god!!hindi na daw counted....what the heck!!! dapat kung naka pag decide na ng isang beses dapat final na...hindi yung binabawi pa!!ayun due to time pressure hindi na nahabol ng colegio ...the game end up at 94-90 dahil may isang player sa blessed ang nag free throws...

but its okay....hindi na naman mababawi yung decision nila eh...sila naman magde-decide hindi ang players or ang audience...so still talo pa rin kami...na accept na namin yung fact na yun....but sometimes, you dont need to have a trophy as a proof of being the winner,,,,
all you need to have is the honesty!!!!and please dont be so serious about the game,after all it was just a friendly game...not a UUAP,PBA OR NBA game!!ang saya saya nga nila nung nanalo sila eh!!haha....
masaya sila kahit madumi yung ginawa nilang way to win the trophy!!how pitty are they,right?!
pero gusto nilang manalo eh.....siguro naman hindi ayun yung unang way na naisip nila para manalo,gusto rin naman nilang manalo pero hindi sa ganung paraan...(MANDADAYA NA NGA LANG OBVIOUS PA)
the trophy is yours...........but the glory and honesty is ours!!!we're proud to be an honest csbnians!!whootwhoot!!

sometimes you have to be the loser to be the TRUE winner.....


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BADVIBES........STILL!!

GOOD EVENING!!

3rd entry(December 07,2011)

whooooo!!!ang bigat ng damdamin,mahirap pigilin,mahirap pagbawalan ang isip na nabibitin,sana matapos na ang gulo na sa akin ibinaling,upang mawala ang bigat ng damdamin....vow(ang lakas maka-makata!!)

so many stories,so many blaming,so many negatives,so many bad vibes,so many stabbers!!hay ang hirap pag madaming issue,bakit kaya sila ganun....mapagpanggap,mapanira anu bang problema nila??tanong lang...
ayan tuloy naalala ko na naman...tinamad tuloy ako bigla mag-type....:(

HATE IT!!I HATE THEM!!I HATE THIS FEELING!!I WOULD NEVER GO BACK INTO THIS!!

andaming galit,andaming mahirap kausap!!yun na muna....nawalan na ko ng gana!!


                                              
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

GOOD EVENING!!

#2nd entry (December 06,2011)

happy birthday to me!!

this is my 16th birthday today!!first of all(bago ako maghinanakit,haha)salamat nga pala sa lahat ng bumati sa akin....andami niyo maxado kaya di ko kayo lahat mamemention pati yung mga nag greet sa twitter and facebook...thank you talaga!!
hay ang ganda ng gising ko kaninang umaga,,magandang sinag ng araw,mga ibon na kumakanta,mga ngiti sa kanilang mga mata,masarap na simoy ng hangin(hahaahahahah)..expected ko na magiging masaya lahat pero....

kaboosh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

basag ang kaligayahan at good vibes ng nagtanghali!!!andami kasing broadcaster at mga ka-freshness eh!!

walang ginawa kung hindi gumawa ng gumawa ng istorya,alam niyo kung ginawa niyo yang libro mas makapal pa yan sa series ni stephenie meyer!!!

                                                                  (taas)ganyan kakapal o...

                                                                 
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andami kasi maxadong ganon eh, sana mawala na sa mundo yung mga taong ganun!!nakakainis kasi eh...
nuti na lang may mag totoong tao na nasa likod ko lang para umalalay sakin....thank you ha(kilala niyo na kung sino sino kayo)...sa gitna talaga ng madidilim mong panahon dun lumalabas kung sino ang totoo sayo...

thank you sa mga pumunta sa bahay ko kanina...sana nagenjoy kayo sa food at kwentuhan na nakakatawa,nakakatakot,tungkol sa school,tungkol sa bahay ko...lahat na!!

special mentions of the day:

kate berzelle hipolito(ang magandang dilag)
carla eslabra(the simpleng landi kay basbas)
yehlsa domingo(the tahimik kunwari)
carla elizz pascual(the delirious clown/syota ng corpse commander)
klarisse gumabon(silent friend)
royden garcia(the SBG president/officer G2?)
dan vendil(kakabati lang namin)
bensmark mallorca(ang syota ni russell)
paolo uy(ang syota ni elizz/ang corpse commander)
sharmaine torre(ang binge..anu daw??)
pamela apostol(qoute girl)
khaye gamaro(tahimiks pero pag tinamaan...alam niyo na)

that's it for this day...sana na enjoy niyo ang entry na to...5 days nga pala akong di nakagawa ng entries...
nagyon lang ulit nakapagawa entry...
yun na happy birthday ulit sakin...friends patulong naman mawala ang badvibes bukas!!!
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ALL ABOUT ME!!

GOOD EVENING!!

entry #1(december,01,2011)

 hi po....bago ko po ilagay ang personal details ko,nais ko lang pong pasalamatan ang first two member/reader ng blog ko sina  romeo d. rina at krstyn mystica(pakihanap na lang po sila sa facebook and twitter)..thank you sa inyong dalawa...finally i will have my formal entry and it's all about me and the people around me!!

ako nga pala si neil john christian m. bellen,i am 15 turning 16 sa december 6 (5 days to go!).i'm living somewhere in quezon city(tip:never state the address!)..i am studying at colegio de san bartolome de novaliches CSBN for short...(the coolest campus on earth....judge it csbnians!!)my hobbies are playing volleyball,surfing the net,chatting,eating and of course being with my friends...
i used to be the chatter and clown in the group...sabihin niyo na lahat ng gusto niyong sabihin sakin but never call me"plastic", kung may nakapagsasabi man nun ay namimis-interpret lang nila ako...hindi naman ako perpekto no....siguro this is the best suitable atittude for me "pag sakin ka,sayo rin ako" or "pagtotoo ka sakin totoo din ako sayo" pero kung wala ka sa mga to,i'm 99.9% SURE,mami-misinterpret mo ko.....
by the way... ito nga pala yung some pictures of me and my barkadaz!!

yung sa taas (from left to right) ako,si fatima,klarisse,michi,maydenn and paulene mga 3rd year friends ko except kay maydenn and michi na four years ko ng kilala...
yung sa 2nd pic my 2nd year classroom pic...tagal na niyan andami ng nawala, iilan na lang kaming hindi sumuko sa CSBN!!haha

(from top)picture yan sa stairway ng campus lunch break walang magawa..(actually bawal nga magdala ng gadget sa school eh,..haha pasaway!!)..simula sa pinakababa ng hagdan sina diane,dan,kim,khaye,jane,julie(kala mo di kita makikilala ha),maricor,ako,eugene and pam...considered as my best of friends...the original bhurnoi vilains!!kulang pa yan wala si mercy eh... na miss ko tuloy bigla yung mga times na lagi kaming magkakasama... :(
yung pangalawang pic first J.S prom namin kami-kami pa rin yan...best night ever namin yan eh...
yung third pic ako yan nung J.S(hanep...)
yung 4th and last pic my newest batch of friends this 4th year ko lang naka-close yung iba dyan...ako si pam,ajen,chame and nicka...

 first pic me with pam sa loob lang ng classroom yan(pasaway talaga!!)
2nd and 3rd kuha ni agot lim from 4th floor...me with wilfred,my beloved adviser sir ronald,chame,farjon and yung naka talikod si jhongee...

 ako yan pic nung nag shots kami sa bahay ng isang malapit na kaibigan...ahha!!

 

 si nicka and romeo parehong makulit!!

 picture with kate,julie ann and some members of the group SKATERS...hanggang ngayon hindi ko pa rin alam meaning ng name ng grupo nila...pakisabi naman..!

 FIELDTRIP!!this photo was taken in lola corazon somewhere in pampanga or bulacan(hindi ko alam!!! haha..)..(from left to right)si nicka,jhong,pam,sumingit sa likod si sir ronald,russell,ely,ako,agot,maydenn ata and guiller...

 

 BIRTHDAY nung nasa gitna si khaye...masaya din yung araw na yan...(from left to right)kim,pam,khay,ate mix,dan,ako,ian and glenn the long lost classmate...

 

pic during the coronation night this year ng mr. and ms. UN.. julie,.ako and diane(from left to right)


    opening ng INTRAMURALS  nga pala namin kanina....ansave ng kiusk(read as kiosk)by sir nhel..
ayun talo kami sa first game ng volleyball..haha ok lang marami pa namang kalaban eh...bawi team REUBEN(team captain:ms. nitz)haha.....


hay ang hirap magisa-isang download sa mga pic na to...!!haha pero ok lang sulit naman for therm sana mabasa at makita niyo to......3 months na lang ang ilalagi namin sa CSBN,ang bilis ng panahon....


quote for the day:"count your friends not your enemies"--(haha)
 LSS for the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bd6K64-mQsM
 face of the day:xempre ako muna haha. ,nicka and romeo!cute kasi nila dun sa wacky pic nilang dalawa..

yun muna for this day sana nagustuhan niyo yung first formal entry ko....

i love you and i miss you all!!
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